me at 5

Hey errrbody! Please i need my prayer warriors 2 come on out for me right now, Almost lost my job 2day havin a screaming match with my boss. Imma hope I dont get let go 2morrow. In all the years i have been with my company, it wasnt until I got to this store (my 6th store with the company) that its acceptable 2 scream @ ur associates N then have the NERVE 2 threaten ur job when u scream back! Please Lord, i need another job with GOD SPEED. I was surely hoping I wasn't going to get caught in retail for another holiday season. Today put me at the end of my rope.

What have I gotten myself into?

my tears first started flowing from the moment the man at the airline handed me my boarding pass. Let, me go back for a second...  After our half a day together, LOL, we were kinda in a hurry to get me to the airport. Kinda had to endure a terror ride, but it really wasn't that bad. LOL

Good Murrrrnin!! Dont hate me cuz I am OFF TODAAAAAYYY on this Manic Monday!!!! Wooo Hooo!!! For those of you who have to work today *sticks tongue out*. Yanno... i can't wait until this goofy/giddyness goes away. It really is becoming a bit much cuz I can't seem 2 control it and it is driving me NUTS!!! LMAO Me wonders how long this will carry on until my maturity level is questioned. LMAOO

Good Murrning Peeps!! TGIF for ya'll! Me? I have weekend duty! *Pokes lip out* Thats alright cuz somewhere out there an office gig has my name on it! I no longer regret HOW I got to where I am right now cuz I am where Im suppose 2 be! Live ur life without regrets folks, thats what Im trynna do. I use to regret ever layin eyes on Mister,but if I did I wouldnt have my MiniMe! I recently realized that I never really loved him, just went through the motions of trying to be a family for the sake of having a familty. If your in a situation in which u think u gonna regret it later or feel as if u are losing who u are or not able to fully be WHO u are it is time to do sumffin about it! Have a great one folks!

Good Murrnting!! Day 8 of 10 almost there1 YAY! 7 days until... I'm expectin it 2 B a good day 2day, although, the last few weeks have been good! AND I'm N da cash office 2day which means NO CUSTOMERS! LOL I've had my daily ritual N no...w feelin REENGERGIZED! 2 thoughts this murntin: Nuffin like a REALITY CHECK 2 help u put things N2 perspective and I needed that and 2.... Always be there for someone who is having a rough time! Suicide is NO JOKE! The 25th anniversary of my dear aunt Isabel's suicide was a couple of days ago... I can honestly say that that one event alone changed the course of my childhood. Although some see it as a selfish act, it is usually one of desperation and many times we ignore the warning signs and dont send help in time. Always try and be careful in what you say to someone cuz if you don't know what they are going through, it may be the one thing that sends them over the edge... and on that CHEERY NOTE, have a GRRRRRREAT DAY!!!!

Good Murrrrnin!!! There is no such thing as TGIF in retail! LOLOL Claiming and putting my name on my M-F, 9-5, paralegal DESK job!!!! LOLOL ESPECIALLY the ones that are NOT in Chicago!!! Can't wait to BLOW THIS POPSICLE JOINT!!!! God Willing of course... Living life. Loving life! Feeling joyous!!!! and happy about and loving those that are happy for me!!!! Misery really do love company and I am noticing those that are still miserable have stepped back!!! Thats alright.. I love ya'll too!!! *ski...pping happily off to work to face the drudgery that is Friday in retail while it is cold and rainy outside!!!* Have a great day errrrbody!!!!

An overall good day today, even had one of my layaway customers hand me a gift card to Chipotle! Imagine that! The only glitch was when Mr. Assit. Mgr decided to front me off in front of customers and I had to take him in the back and give him da BID...NESS!! and then told him END OF CONVERSATION as I walked off. Needless to say, he was not too happy with me! LMAOO umm do I care? NO!!!

A male customer they thought he was gonna get his way with some fraggle naggle bullshiggery by telling me his sad story and then by telling me I am beautiful. OK... well I will take that but ummmmmm the answer is still NO. LOLOL I aint that simple-minded. LMAO *SINGING* I will not be MOOOOOOOVED! LMAO

I am Striking down the internal warfare of depression, timidness, loneliness, anger, doubt, fear, worry and shouting I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST thru prayer, praise and havin a sense of destiny! Murrnin Sweetums! Off 2day, dont hate cuz I gotta work a 10 day stretch so I can have 6 days off! Smile @ some1 2day!

Good Murrnin PUNKSSS. LOL today, i'm in layaway, 40 cancelllations before the store opens (half of whom are gonna call to try to save their layaways LOL NOT) its a first of da month and I am PMSing. But amazingly enough I am feeling kinda chipper... for now. Say it like Bernie Mac!! "I aint no PUNKK!!!!"