an open heart.....

You ever have that funny feeling come over you???

you feel it in your heart....

I can never describe it, the best word I can come up with is...

yearning....

almost a hurting, breathless kinda yearning....

that yearning that one has, when one has when an unexpected yet flaming desire takes over one's heart...

my heart feels open, which is rare... I am one who is usually rigid, one who has their guard up.

One who puts three bricks up for every brick that one tries and takes down...

patience is what is lacking in most men these days...

It will take a God fearing man, with the patience of Job...

and the persistence of God to deal with me...

a little about me, I am loyal and believe in my role as a woman...

i believe in the man taking the lead and if necessary I will step up to the plate in your down times....

but I have the greatest fear that someone will take my submission as me being a fool...

and a fool I am not...

sometimes you feel something that you don't expect...

from someone you haven't met...

and that is enough to spook my scary behind far away...

and make me run for those ever lovin hills...

it is rare that a man won't wig me out in one conversation...

and that is a man I find worth getting to know...

I wasn't looking for this...

you kinda snuck up on me...

so, consider yourself lucky. LOLOL

you have my curiousity and interest peaked...